unfortunately,
2011 has been just like 2010, 808s and Heartbreaks. I seem to run into the same meaningless men with the same crazy personalities. At twenty years old, i'm not looking for my husband but i am looking for something steady, amazingly beautiful and a chapter in my life i can say was an Experience. I feel I've lived a long enough life to for once, atleast experience LOVE in its purest form, just to taste it, savior it and see if I'll began to crave it. I check up on my Facebook and it just breaks my little heart that I haven't found what so many of my "Friends" have. Someone they can call their own or their right now.
My sister says I am depressed, because all i want to do is Eat and Sleep. Getting me dress is hard, but in my mind I wear my highest heels and my cutest outfits and wish to be going somewhere. I feel like I'm a lost cause. Every year I want to progress, somewhere. It's already Mid-October and I can count 2011 off as a Wash. I just want to go to a Club in dance my pain away.
i am just going to focus on my building my brand.
focused on my life.
my weigh tloss-or lack thereof.
and how i can better me to be better for someone else.
i am just ready to settle. but with the person of my dreams.
wish me luck and positivity.
- xoMJ
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
CHRONICLES: Natural State
hello, everyone.
i write less and less everyday due to my two job schedule and my lack of sleep and other task in my life that needs to be done.
but i've updated you guys not too long ago on my big chop.
so far? so great, i love it and to me, that's all that matters.
but i will also like to put out there that, the fellas don't like it so much. since i cut my hair, i haven't got hit on, not once. and that's not normal. i mean, i'm just looked right over. i got use to it, i kind of enjoy it. i've been telling everyone i really need 'ME-TIME' to focus on myself. to think about myself. only. and i'm getting it so i'm gonna enjoy it. but one things for certain, when my natural locks grow all the back. please fellas, hold your tongue. still. =)
i write less and less everyday due to my two job schedule and my lack of sleep and other task in my life that needs to be done.
but i've updated you guys not too long ago on my big chop.
so far? so great, i love it and to me, that's all that matters.
but i will also like to put out there that, the fellas don't like it so much. since i cut my hair, i haven't got hit on, not once. and that's not normal. i mean, i'm just looked right over. i got use to it, i kind of enjoy it. i've been telling everyone i really need 'ME-TIME' to focus on myself. to think about myself. only. and i'm getting it so i'm gonna enjoy it. but one things for certain, when my natural locks grow all the back. please fellas, hold your tongue. still. =)
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