nomore.

when you get hurt by the one you're living for,

pain can make you want to love nomore.

if i ever was asked, "what did he teach you?"
i'll answer with, "to never give what i am unable to recieve."
i swore on the ground i walked on, on the clouds above that
i was going to marry this man.
but, it's not happening.
it's a zombied relationship. - conscious just simply dead.

i was selfless. he was selfish.
i was in love. he was in deep like.
i was vulnerable. he was shellproof.

i was so happy when i saw him.
i was so happy when i kissed him.
i was so happy when i hugged him.
when the "love" was good, it was magnificent.
i saw my life, in he was in it.

then it turned sour,
text messages came every eight hours.
phone calls wouldn't connect.
i love you's stopped.
he wanted to do his own thing.
questioning if he even wanted me there to begin with.

so many tears i've cried,
but all for nothing, i'm afraid to say.

because now, i just know.
loving him wasn't in my destiny. not my fate.
and once i can accept that, moving on won't be so hard.
first time a mistake happened, it was forgiven.
second time, he got use to me coming back.
third time, simply didn't give a fuck.
fourth time, she's gone and fed up.

... and he'll think,
did i just really let her go?

and when you's walk pass each other in the future,
he'll be the one looking back.
and you'll be looking to the side, at that man who was made JUST FOR your destiny.
patience is your own ally.
live with it, learn it, let him help you.

when you start using intransitive verbs such as was.
just give it on up now.

god bless.

that's the way love goes

Like A Moth to a Flame,

Burnt by the Fire.

My LOVE is BLIND,

can you see my desire.

That's the WAY LOVE GOES ?

SILLY. of me to think that I, can ever have you for my guy?

how I love you, how I want you. You're just a lover out to Score.

I am truly happy with if I can be with you, you make my heart skip beats,

my smile beam bright enough for me to lighten a whole continent.

I love you from a far?

Because I am sure, you'll never look at me. 

Never see me like that.

I'm not your type?

Silly of ME. - That's the way Love Goes.

POISON. you're bad for me, i clearly get it.

I don't see how something good can come from loving you.

The death of me, must be your mission, 'cuz with every hug and kiss, you're snatching every bit of strength.

Or am i just a victim of an assassin that broke my heart down?

Poisoned ME. - That's the way Love Goes.

Gotta GO, I Gotta Leave. So please don't make it hard for me.

I gave enough, i'm tired of love, I GOTTA LET IT GO.

Finally, I've realized I deserve more than you can give me.

I deserve a MAN who can treat my heart as if he's never seen anything so pure.

As if, I am the only girl in the world.

Baby, treat me the way you would want your MOM's heart treated.

With great things given, brings great things received.

But you couldn't, so it's THAT time.

I'm complete without it.

Gone ME. - That's the way Love Goes.

BEAUTIFUL.
hold her when she wants to be held.
don't yell at her when she's only trying to love you.
take her to her favorite place, more often than not.
don't take her kindness for weakness.
support her in all that she does.
don't tear her down, lift her up.
because that is the worst thing you can do to someone you love.
put her high on a pedestal.
TELL HER WHEN SHE LOOKS BEAUTIFUL !
- * -

You, I and every Girl that's wishing, deserves MORE

than what she's been giving herself.

You're a QUEEN, treat yourself like one.

First.

Before someone else even can.

THAT'S the way Love Goes.

thank you ALL, who inspired this Blog.

God Bless! <3

5 RULES for a GREAT Friendship

#5. Respect that Person.

#4. Be REAL.
true colors eventually show. you want your colors to remain bright ; nothing shady.

#3. Support them.
only with good decisions. a friend won't let you do something stupid or even look stupid. besides, that reflects them. a bird of one feather, flock together.

#2. Honesty.
if you can't be honest with your friend. what's the friendship? if you're hurt, inform them. if you need to express yourself, do so. nothings wrong with that. and if the friendship remains, it'll only grow stronger from there.

#1. Unconditional Love
if this person is your friend, you should love them. care for them. worry about them. friendships shouldn't be about "who's there for the moment". it's lifelong. these persons should be in your wedding, considered godparents. anything WORTH being there for. anything NOT WORTH being there for.

seriously, people, friends aren't toys. you don't "shelve" them when you feel so.
if this is what you do, evaluate yourself because you AREN'T a real friend.