i wanna be like those girls in the movies

every woman has an image in her mind as to what she wants her body to look like, her face to look like, her voice to sound like. every woman has a desire to become an incredible version of herself OR a version of someone else. i am one of those women, who seem to look in the mirror and find a "fixable" flaw. my tummy. yes, the poked out flab that seems to get in the way with every gorgeous outfit and every sexy skintight dress.

i adore Catya Washington's body. it seems natural. big breast, FLAT tummy and she still has her hips, butt and thighs. she's also a coco! NO, light-skinned chick here. Bedazzled! she's gorgeous. i would say most mens' dream. So let's just say, I'm really jealous. No boyfriend of mine better give her a compliment. she's the girl in the movie who have a man drop to his knees, she's the one he dreams of every night. the one who's given the Black Card every morning to spend figures. the one he liked so he put a ring on it. so flawless, it seems.

so I proceed and progress.
don't get me wrong, I still have confidence in myself. I still say I am gorgeous. I still would say I can get any guy I please. although, all these things I am a woman. and I still have my desire. I wanna be like those girls in the movies, to have a man so in love it makes him drop to his knees. the one my man would consistently brag to his friends about. let's just say women with the "full package" get the "fully packaged men".

ladies, fulfill those desires, be that girl. a better YOU.