lucky me.

girl: "i want to be thick just like you".

me: "really? girl, i'm fat."

girl: "NO, you're thick. when i saw you i said, i want her curves."

me: "thank you."

girl: "if my boyfriend ever saw you, he'll lose it. he loves girls thick just like that".

me: *big blush* "thank you".

last time i looked in the mirror, i saw all the places i could cut off my body. spring and summer, i was gorgeous. figured, but little. i loved it. as winter curved around, my curves got bigger and bigger to where my pokey came back and my thighs took up ALL the space in my jeans. my hips spread as though they were getting ready for a little baby. i felt so humongous. getting dressed is no longer an option. it's time to do something about it.

i walked into my favorite restaurant (Last Legg, Somerset, NJ) and she just restored all my confidence. I was wanting to be some itty bitty i could never pull off. I never knew someone wanted to be MY SIZE for a change. I never saw anyone wanting to be MY SIZE. 

too busy wanting other womens' curves, i forgot there is women AND men out there who loves my curves. Even though, some adjustments has to come, i'm still beautiful. 

ladies, love yourself. i usually practice what i preach. but sometimes, we just need that little umph to remind us, we still got it.

stay fabulous!

stay curvaceous!

STAY THE BIG BONED BEAUTY YOU SHOULD BE!

with that being said, i love me. i love you. just as you are.